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I'm a nurse by profession BUT A WRITER BY HEART. Everyone wants to be writer but not everyone can come up with a brilliant masterpiece. I can only write about personal stuffs, my point of view!



Posted on February 11, 2011 at 4:26 PM Comments comments (0)

I’ve been in a relationship for about almost three years now.

He courted me for more than a year, but I know he had girlfriends within that span of time.

August 6, 2008: We became officially girlfriend & boyfriend. It was a long distance relationship. He moved to Manila right after his graduation while I’m st...

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Thought I Had Everything In Life

Posted on January 27, 2011 at 9:00 AM Comments comments (0)

     I thought I had everything that I couldn't ask for more. I was even claiming and bragging that I'm God's favorite because of all the blessings. I felt like I had everything others' can't have and I have everything that they wanted in life. Then one day, after I had received my license as a registered nurse I found out that my bf was cheating on me. Now, at least they have the one thing I ever wanted in my whole life. It's ...

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Stop Making Me Feel So Guilty

Posted on December 9, 2010 at 4:47 AM Comments comments (0)
I hate it when someone makes me feel guilty only to find out one day that it’s his strategy to break up with me. Why don’t he just say it straight to my face that he doesn’t want to work it with me anymore? Why do he have to do this to me? It’s better to for me to hear what I deserve to hear than to make me feel like I’m good for nothing. I don’t deserve to be treated like this ‘coz ...
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Morphine Sulfate

Posted on December 6, 2010 at 9:18 PM Comments comments (0)

By trying to escape your emotional pain through the use of drugs, you are setting yourself up for needing more of the drug once the effect has worn off. Drugs that numb emotional pain as well as physical pain tend to be addictive, both because of the physical dependence that builds up, and the need to keep taking the drug to suppress emotional pain, which exacerbates your physical pain. - Elizabeth Hartney

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Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU) Diary II

Posted on December 5, 2010 at 4:46 AM Comments comments (0)

December 4, 2010; Saturday (3-11 shift)


It’s actually my last day in NICU at Ilocos Training and Regional Medical Center. I don’t know if I’ll be able to deploy in there again. During the first two hours, my workmate’s patient died. Another two babies are on 50-50 case. While I observed that the babies with not so...

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Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU) Diary

Posted on December 3, 2010 at 2:20 AM Comments comments (0)

It is my first time to deploy at NICU at ITRMC. When we say NICU or Neonatal Intensive Care Unit, what comes first into our mind is the neonates who suffer from such illness or those who are pre-mature babies. Of course I felt a little excited and nervous as well because some parents would think that nurses who work in an intensive care unit would be the highest qualified ones around. They might expect a lot from the primary caregivers of their child. A...

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Short Convo

Posted on December 1, 2010 at 9:48 AM Comments comments (0)

December 1, 2010

Boy: Mommy, when can I see you and be with you again?

Girl: (joking) By next year daddy?

Boy: Next year mommy? It seems you don’t wanna see me again mommy?

(the boy felt sadness and coldne...

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2010 Is Coming To An End

Posted on December 1, 2010 at 9:39 AM Comments comments (0)

It’s almost the end of the year 2010. I would like to spend every minute of the remaining days of this year with a heart full of love, happiness, great and unremarkable memories except lonely ones.

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Just 'cause he's mad does not mean he can take it out on me. I have feelings too, but I'm glad we're okay now.

Posted on November 15, 2010 at 11:12 PM Comments comments (0)

November 6, 2010: I’ve celebrated my 21st birthday and it was a remarkable one. The whole family was there, some relatives, some high school friends and colleagues, and of course a special someone. He gave me a cake as a gift, but for me the best gift I’ve ever received on my 21st natal day was him. He spent the special day with me.

November 8, 2020: Our 15th monthsary. Too bad we didn’t spend the day together because he was in B...

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Just Like Heaven :)

Posted on November 1, 2010 at 3:01 AM Comments comments (0)

I was a second year high school student when the first time I saw this cute with fair complexion and super neat guy with an average height of 5 feet and 5 inches. He was a fourth year high school in the same school. I was struck by his wonderful smile every time he was with her girlfriend inside the campus. A thought always lingers inside my head that “she’s so lucky to have him and I will never have.” I was so sure that he wouldn’t like me. IR...

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