|Posted on October 26, 2011 at 1:25 AM|
I have a boyfriend for almost 3 years, it's a long distance relationship anyway. For me, my life is almost perfect when I'm with him even though there are ups and downs in our relationship. Until one day...
I found out that he had "an hour sex" (that's how he described it when we were arguing about what he did) with someone a stranger to him but an acquaintance to me. They met on facebook and the girl is a niece of my 4th grade adviser. He knows the girl has boyfriend and the girl knows very well that I'm the girlfriend whom she had sex with. (Did you get that?)
It happened 7 mos ago, and I just found out 3 mos ago. Nobody knows how I badly hurt. I never thought everything between us was a lie, and it just hurts so much that I've been tricked after I've given my whole trust. Until now, I'm trying to move on and let go of the past, trying to keep going but I just can't. I'm trying so hard to be my best at each passing moment, trying to feel better but I just can't. I forget how happiness feels like because the bitterness, anger and self-pity outweighed the happiness.
Now, we stopped talking. I'm trying so hard to reach him and patch things up but he's ignoring me. I don't even know what's the status anymore.
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